Four days ago I gave up smoking. Four days ago, I smoked my last spliff in my garden,listening to Nicki Minaj. Four days ago I decided to make a change.

Today is hard. I feel as though perceptions have avalanched into myself. Which way is up, should I really post things on tumblr? Everyone that does is a complete poser, constructing their image in a media-manipulated way, right? Is it okay to be a hypocrite? Do I deserve anything that I have? The positions, the jobs, the life I have? Will I ever stop being irrational?

Will I ever stop asking questions?*



*Questions that have no real answer.


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